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Falling Blindly in Love: Part 1 by MakinUrLifeLivinHELL, literature

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Falling Blindly in Love: Part 1

Henry led me around faithfully, stopping occasionally to sniff something or say hello to someone. Although he's very curious he is the most trustful seeing eye dog you will ever meet. Walking around a few hours before the concert, I let Henry led me to wherever he wanted to go today. Crossing a few more streets before we came to a rocky path and I knew he had taken me to the park. Being very familiar with the path I made my way over to the benches by the fountain and listened to the gentle sounds of the park. The water splashing in the fountain, leaves moving in the wind, and the sound that was most familiar to me, Henry chasing a squirrel u

Your guilt will be your prison...... by MakinUrLifeLivinHELL, literature

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Your guilt will be your prison......

Everybody loves you when you're dead. When you die it seems everybody was your friend. "She was such a happy person." "She smiled everyday, always made people happy." "I don't understand what happened to her." She died. She killed herself because everyone who 'loves' her when shes dead didn't care for her when she was suffering. Where were you when she needed you. When she was crying and begging for someone to help her. She never hid her scars they covered almost every inch of her wrist. Didn't you see them. Those days in gym when she wore shorts. Did you really not see the lines covering her legs? She never hid her note books. Her sketc

Just Ranting :( by MakinUrLifeLivinHELL, literature

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Just Ranting :(

How am I supposed to feel, happy? I let everything slip away from me. I had the chance to have something amazing, but fear got in the way. What was I supposed to do, ignore what he was telling me to do? He said he would kill the one person I needed. Of course I did what he said, he made a fake profile and made me go along with it. I lied over and over again. I finally had enough. We broke it off. He never knew it was to save his life. I took the bullet for him. I tried to fix everything, begged him to see the story. He wouldn't listen, I played around one to many times even though I had no choice. Does he know I'm spiraling into a deep depres

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Your guilt will be your prison...... by MakinUrLifeLivinHELL, literature

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Your guilt will be your prison......

Just Ranting :( by MakinUrLifeLivinHELL, literature

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Just Ranting :(

What she deserves by MakinUrLifeLivinHELL, literature

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What she deserves

Silently on a dreamy night the moon flies high and shines bright. A young maiden fast asleep dreams of love, but not just any love. Her true love. She sees him in her closed eyes. His beauty is magnetized. She can feel him. Run her hands through his hair as he holds her. He holds her close as he might have one day, but that dream is gone. In it's place a nightmare. A lonely grave lays beyond the field. A dark place to go even during the bright summer day. He lies there. Down beneath the earth. Laid inside a box. His final bed. Taken from her by a killer. That killer was herself. She killed her love, her one and only. She can be no more now. T

Test your luck by MakinUrLifeLivinHELL, literature

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Test your luck

Do you feel lucky? Step right up Test your luck Play the game There's no shame Losers die Mothers cry Winners die Mothers cry That's the game It's called life Play one round It's all you got Live to die That's the prize In the end We all die Beat the odds? Worth a shot Give it a try Throw the coin Into the well Make a wish Flopped like a fish Better luck next time

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Beautifully Tragic Pt. 1 by onyxfyrefly, literature

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Beautifully Tragic Pt. 1

The first time Emmet met Shane she had a black eye. He and the lads were in Dublin getting ready for their upcoming Fall tour. The door opened and they squinted against the harsh sunlight as Sharon entered the building with a young woman in tow. At first she seemed rather plain: about five foot six or so with an average build and dark blue eyes. Everyone's attention was immediately grasped by the shocking pink pixie cut and the piercings that studded her lip, eyebrow, and ears. Well, that and the impressive shiner that surrounded her left eye. "Good morning, lads," said Sharon. "I'd like you to meet Shane Thompson. She's going to be the ju

One Night Part 1 by fallingn2weird, literature

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One Night Part 1

Meredith lay in the hospital bed in Dublin, rain streaked lazily down the window pain. The gray clouds hung threateningly low. It always seemed to rain in Ireland. She looked down at the small pink bundle in her arms and thought of him. Neither one of them had planned this. They hadn't planned any of what happened that night. She closed her eyes as they clouded with tears. She felt nothing but love for this new life that she had brought forth, but she also felt sadness. She had wanted him there, but her decision had been made when she left Northern Ireland the months before. As she listened to the baby's rhythmic breathing her mind drifted ba

I Need You Now by MusicRocks14, literature

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I Need You Now

I’m so sorry, Hanson…I just can’t shake the feeling that I’m doing you wrong somehow. I can’t do this anymore….I’m sorry. I typed the text message, tears running down my face slowly. I was such an idiot. I’d thought that I could harmlessly date a guy without other issues getting in the way. I was selfish for ever messaging him over Facebook. I pictured his handsome face turning down at my text, causing more moisture to drip from my eyes. It wasn’t him at all…I just knew in my heart that I wasn’t right for him. When he didn’t text back after a while, I immediately went

When I Was Your Man Pt. 22 - Final Chapter by onyxfyrefly, literature

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When I Was Your Man Pt. 22 - Final Chapter

Over the course of the tour Keith was forced to watch the relationship between Andy and Colm shift and grow. At first the changes were subtle; Andy would spend all night in the back of the bus watching movies with Colm or the two would disappear for hours exploring the new cities they visited. The two were best friends so it was natural that they would spend a lot of their time together. What had started off as a friendship slowly blossomed into something more. The whispered endearments, their linked hands under the table during meals, the stolen kisses were seen as sweet to everyone except Keith. Seeing the couple every day was a constant r

When I Was Your Man Pt. 21 by onyxfyrefly, literature

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When I Was Your Man Pt. 21

The next morning Andy broke up with Keith. The blonde was floored, he had no idea where this was suddenly coming from. Yes, he knew that there had been some rough patches but he had no idea that she was so unhappy. Without shedding a single tear Andy laid out her points in the same calm, measured tone that she used during a board meeting. She agreed to continue to act as his assistant until the end of the tour and by the time she left Keith couldn’t even speak. He sat in shock for a long time before hurling the lamp at his bedside against the wall. After speaking with Keith Andy disappeared. No one had seen her for hours and her phone

When I Was Your Man Pt. 20 by onyxfyrefly, literature

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When I Was Your Man Pt. 20

Andy tried to make herself as scarce as possible that day. In reality she did have a lot of work to do and used that as her excuse. She only ventured from her office when absolutely necessary and unfortunately Sharon wanted to her to be there when the album was showcased. She slipped into the back and watched as Keith and Sharon bustled around near the stage. The rest of the cast and crew were scattered throughout the seats but Andy couldn’t make herself join them. Across the room Colm caught her eye and patted the seat next to him but she shook her head. Against her will she winced when the music poured through the main sound system.

When I Was Your Man Pt. 19 by onyxfyrefly, literature

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When I Was Your Man Pt. 19

Andy reached over and turned off her alarm clock before laying back against the pillows. Today Keith’s album dropped in Canada and she would have a ton of work to do but she couldn’t make herself get out of bed. Each day was harder and harder for her and in the stillness of the early morning she allowed her thoughts to wander. She was regretting her decision of ever becoming Keith’s personal assistant more and more each day. There were times he was so demanding, giving her requests that he knew were impossible then chastising her when she couldn’t manage the task. If he wasn’t making audacious requests he was ig

When I Was Your Man Pt. 18 by onyxfyrefly, literature

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When I Was Your Man Pt. 18

“They hate me.” Andy had cornered Colm in one of the back stairwells and was trying to pry information out of him. After the show he had practically stormed off of the stage and even though he had spent time with the fans he had quickly disappeared. She had slipped away while the others were busy and managed to catch him before he made it to his room. “Who hates you?” Colm let his head fall into his hands. “The lads, the fans, everyone…” “That’s not true.” Andy knelt in front of him but he refused to meet her eyes. “Why do you think the guys hate you?” “Maybe

When I Was Your Man Pt. 17 by onyxfyrefly, literature

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When I Was Your Man Pt. 17

“Nice job, Keegan!” Colm shook his head at Keith’s jibe as he headed backstage. He pinched the bridge of his nose and wondered for the millionth time if he would be able to learn everything in time. “Don’t let him get to you.” The soft voice made him jump. A young woman with glasses and auburn hair twisted into a bun stepped forward and held out her hand. “I’m Andrea but everyone calls me Andy.” “Colm, nice to meet you.” The singer shook her hand and placed his microphone and battery pack to the side. “What were you saying about Keith?” “He’s just tea

When I Was Your Man Pt. 16 by onyxfyrefly, literature

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When I Was Your Man Pt. 16

Andy blindly groped for her phone in the early morning light. “Hello?” she mumbled. “Andrea? It’s Sharon.” Something about the tone of the older woman’s voice made all thoughts of sleep fly from her head. “Sharon…is everything okay?” “I’ve been trying to get in touch with Keith, have you seen him?” Rolling over, Andy realized that Keith was gone and his side of the bed was cold. She frowned for a moment then nodded to herself, there was only one place where he would be this early in the morning. “He’s probably surfing. Do you need me to get a message to h

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I felt like writing by MakinUrLifeLivinHELL, literature

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I felt like writing

I never thought I would ever see a dead child at my feet, he had no clothes and was as thin as dust. Could I have done something for him? Me a stranger who he had never met, could I have given this child a life or a home? What cruel human leaves a child in a dark alley to die of fright and starvation in the cold winter months? I did not know what to do, but I could not leave him there. I wrapped him in my jacket and carried him. It was raining, but not a hard rain. It was a gentle rain from God. I did not know where I was going, but a voice whispering in my head told me to keep walking. I closed my eyes and walked on. When I opened my eyes ag

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Ello' i'm a person who likes to write, listen to music, read, dance and torturer people. KIDDING... I can't dance :)

Current Residence: Boston
Favourite genre of music: Pop, Celtic, Rock, New age
Favourite cartoon character: Woody Woodpecker/ Road Runner
Personal Quote: "If you can't remember what you did yesterday then you probably don't want to"

Favourite Movies

My Fair Lady, The Mask of Zorro, V for Vendetta, The Princes Bride

Favourite Bands / Musical Artists

Celtic Thunder, Alice Cooper, Michael Jackson

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MakinUrLifeLivinHELL

Jun 19, 2014

HEy!

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Well.. I'm not here much, but I miss talking to you guys! I made a KIK gabriellenearyo <-- Feel free to talk to me!

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MakinUrLifeLivinHELL

Oct 1, 2013

CELTIC THUNDER

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Going to see Celtic Thunder tonight!! ~Letmehugyouplz (https://www.deviantart.com/letmehugyouplz) :shamrock: :shamrock: :shamrock: :shamrock: :shamrock: :shamrock: :shamrock: :shamrock: :shamrock: :shamrock: :shamrock: :shamrock: :shamrock: :shamrock: :shamrock: :shamrock: :shamrock: :shamrock: :shamrock: :shamrock: :shamrock: :shamrock: :shamrock: :shamrock: Excuse me while I have a fan-girl moment.. :omg: :faint: :iconletmehugyouplz: :omg: :faint: :iconletmehugyouplz: :omg: :faint: :iconletmehugyouplz: :omg: :faint: :iconletmehugyouplz: :omg: :faint: :iconletmehugyouplz: :omg: :faint: :iconletmehugyouplz: :omg: :faint: :iconletmehugyouplz: :omg: :faint: :iconletmehugyouplz:

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MakinUrLifeLivinHELL

Sep 30, 2013

Fuck it xD

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Lets just fuck the world Sit back and watch it burn Laugh as it turns to ashes Let the wind blow it away Fuck the world with all it's hate Teaching kids to discriminate Light the world on fire Piss gasoline to put it out Fuck the bitch whose only 10 Crying about her I-phone Fuck the boy whose got so much swag Can't even get a job at McDonalds #YOLO This world is fucked We're all gonna die Nobody cares about pollution rolling across the sky Rivers full of piss Killing all the fish What the fuck are we teaching kids these days We teach how to hate How to forget their dreams Fuck em up with debt before the can even read Tell em it's

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lizardbeth2626

Nov 13, 2014

Thanks for the llama! ❤️

Celticwitch21

Mar 9, 2014

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trust me this will put a smile on your face, make your day, or help you

Every night , someone thinks about you before

they go to sleep,

At least fifteen people in this

world love you.

The only reason someone would ever hate you is

because they want to be

just like you

There are at least two people in this world that

would die

for

you

You mean the world to someone.

Someone that you don't even know

exists

loves

you.

When you make the biggest mistake ever,

something good comes from it.

When you think the world has turned its back on

you, take a

look.

Always remember the compliments you've received.

Forget the rude remarks.

So if you are a loving friend, send this

everyone on your list

including

the person that sent it to you.

Tonight

midnight your true love will

realize

they like

you.

Something good will happen to you between 12 in the morning

and

four o'clock pm

tomorrow,

it could be anywhere . Get ready for the biggest

shock of your

life

If you break this chain YOU will be cursed with

relationship problems

for

the next ten years . Send this to fifteen people

in fifteen minutes !!

Make Someone else's day! Help get a smile on someone's face! Help someone out! ❤ remember that your loved

F.R.I.E.N.D.S. 😉

=Fight for you

=Respect you

=Involve you

=Encourage you

=Need you

eserve you

=Save you

Send this to all your friends & me if I'm one......If you get 4 back u r liked but if u get 7 back then u r seriously loved

MusicRocks14

Jul 10, 2013

Thanks for the favorite!

outside1980

Jun 29, 2013

Hey sis! It's me, Gabby!

lizardbeth2626

Jun 4, 2013

I sent an angel to watch over you last night but it came back. I asked "Why?" The angel said "Angels don't watch over angels." Twenty one angels are IN your world. Ten of them are sleeping, Ten are playing, one is reading this message. Send this to ten friends including me. I guess if I don't get it back I'm not one of them. As soon as you get five replies, someone you love will quietly surprise you. Please read, not joking. God has seen you struggling with something. God says its over. A blessing is coming your way. If you believe in God send this message on. Please don't ignore it. You are being tested. God is going to fix two things BIG tonight in your favor. DROP Everything and pass it on. Tomorrow will be the best day of your life. Don't break this chain. Send to 14 friends in 10 minutes. It's not that hard.

Hey big sis...

Yo dude, thanks for the watch!